It's Been Going.

I can't really say that it's been going well, but it's been going. Saturday was a simulated essay and performance exam day. I totally blew it. There was one question that I approached in totally the wrong way (although in my answer I recognized that it was a hard sell). Another question I was just making up the law because I couldn't remember a darned thing (I guessed right about half the time). Anyway... it was rough.

I started freaking out yesterday (after grading my practice exam). It was as bad as when I thought I wasn't going to graduate-- I really started to loose it and had to do some serious, concentrated self-talk to get myself together. Even now when I think about it, I start to tighten up and find myself holding my breath.

Anyway... that's why I haven't been writing. It was just too stressful to talk about.

Today I feel a bit better. I did some memorization yesterday in Remedies and I still remember it today. I significantly improved my Remedies essays by the time I was done with them yesterday.

What's on the schedule for today? Well, I have another simulated performance test (which I think I'm just going to outline since the writing part is not where I struggle-- just outlining the issues) and some MCs. Then I'll probably have some time to do a little catch up, although I'm starting to think I'm going to have to let some of the catch up work fall off my list. For sanity's sake.